I have a pretty slick work out schedule these days. I go to this gym across the street from my career which means I am out of excuses for why I cannot go to the gym today. This is especially true since I no longer own a car and have to walk by the gym every day just to get home. 🙂 Pretty reMarkable huh? I think so! Why would you want a gym membership across town if you have one right next to your career land? I’m happy about that! Plus it’s a full gym and offers these sensational views of Puget Sound from the treadmills. I often time get to spend my others rush-hour in traffic on the weight bench, glancing out the window and seeing the ferries leave from Seattle and sail away to the various islands of Puget Sound.
It’s been six days also without diet coke!! It’s been pretty easy, except for every morning I’ve woken up at 3AM to an excruciating headache. I’ve been taking some Aleve and nodding back to bed, but I know this too will pass. I just have to remember what my dad told me when I quit smoking eight years ago. “Marko, you’re the only goal for today is to not have a cigarette.” He was right. When you break down a habit that you want to break you can simplify it and make it easier to work with. “Marko, your only goal for today is to not drink any soda.” Notice any. It’s not about diet coke anymore, it’s about any, and ALL soda is being rid from my system. As an aspiring bodybuilder, I decided that it was time to give up the diet coke if I want to achieve a better body. Plus the chemicals in Diet Coke are terrible. But I get it. It’s addicting and delicious. I’ve been settling on sparkling water lately. La Croix is old news.. Pepsi makes bubbly, and it’s equally delicious and often half the cost. The 3 for $10 at local grocery stores is not a good deal when you look at the other brands newer to the market. I hate drinking water, always have. In fact, I drank diet coke over water. Ugh. No more… Six days sober of Diet Coke & most importantly six days since Aspartame last entered my body. Side note, I got 15K steps today. I didn’t plan on it. In fact, I purposely bussed everywhere I could because I’m monitoring my muscle gain and cardio rate. 15K is much more sensible. I often think of 20K-25K steps a day I’m burning muscle when I don’t want to be. IDK, it’s a mixed bag of arguments on that topic. Oh well, I’m just gonna keep pushing and pulling and doing my best every day. It’s why God put me here. Do your best and love your neighbor.
As a manic depressive, and bipolar type 2 individual I have to keep my life in routines or else I run the risk of breaking down into a manic episode. When I have a manic episode, I’m not shouting at the top of my lungs on the street corner, or going psychosis. Instead, I’m lined up at Best Buy buying everything I can lay my hands on because my self-moral is in the toilet. If I ever tell you I went to best buy, ask me how my depression is going. I tend to shop when I have a depressive episode. I will often try anything to feel better. Ice Cream. Ben & Jerrys. When I am depressed, I will empty a pint a night of Ice Cream and the next day be sick to my stomach in regret. Except now, I know that I work so hard at the gym for the results I want to drive that eating the ice cream just isn’t worth it anymore. Instead, I’ve been grabbing those Outshine bars that are like 60 sweet calories and being 95 in Seattle, it’s delicious.
I’m so happy to be back blogging! Oh, I’ve missed it, but I’ve been focusing on my videos. To all my Stigma Unraveled fans welcome to the new generation of self-happiness.
Thank you, Jesus, for giving me the inspiration to do this and to follow my dreams.
Have a reMarkable Thursday