I had a very productive day today and I really felt like I could accomplish absolutely anything. I woke up just happy and stepped on the sale and it said I lost 8.4 pounds since my last weigh in! What a terrific way to start my day! This could be a good day. Except it’s pouring down rain in Seattle and there is no change of sunlight for the next six days. A tropical vacation sounds lovely right about now. I have a happy light, but I just don’t use it that much. I was never one for tanning.. kinda hated it and it really reminds me of tanning beds.
You know it’s funny. I feel so different these days as I continue to become better at figuring out social situations while remaining sober. I feel like every day that goes by I am stronger and my sword is slaying these GOT dragons (Thanks, Barb!) Speaking of GOT.. 2019. Really HBO? Did you really have to do that to us? Worse..word is 6 more episodes but they will be longer. OK, whatever I’ll wait. I’ll keep slaying these beasts with my CBT teachings and starve them out!
I did something REALLY crazy FUN. I like to dance a lot. Especially when nobody is watching.. I have this habit of watching the Ellen Show every day after work and her energy just hits me like a burst of fresh air. She inspires me to just shake it and just be yourself. Be who you were meant to be. Nothing else.
So I did it and I wanted to show you just how I feel knowing that I’m coming to surface as an entirely new person. I feel extraordinary.
I normally would NEVER post a video like this. However, I am working on my self-image and I am proud of who I am and what I am doing with my life. Make no mistake I am confident and I’m thankful to God for putting me here.