Automatic Thoughts, Depression

Superman for a day

When I was a kid I was obsessed with the Power Rangers.. Anyone else??  Thinking of yesterday being Halloween and all I remembered all the costumes I wore as child.. My mom absolutely loved dressing up my brother and I.  In fact my mother loves to sew and would make our halloween costumes each year.  That is such dedication – thank you Mom for making every halloween extra special.  Even if I gave you shit for handing our pencils one year…

Depression.  I hate you.  This week has been a whirlwind of emotions.  I’ve thought about crying a lot lately with what I have going on in my life.  Everything just seems to be happening all at once and I’m really trying to keep my head above water and not drown in sorrow.  I’m not alone and I’m really thankful for that.  Those who know me, and know of my depression are always very supportive of me.  I’ll always remember that and I’m incredibly thankful for the support.. Even when I’m depressed, I still appreciate the love and care.

To my best friend Emily, I wish I could be there for you right now.  I wish I could be Superman and make the cancer go away.  There is so much I want to say right now but for now I need to distract myself.  I just simply cannot fathom what you are going through and I want you to know that I’m here for you.  You can count on me to be your warrior.

Hug your loved ones.  Life is really short and what matters is that we spend time with those we love while they’re still with us.

I’m trying to increase my Instagram feed.. If you’re on Instagram or Twitter please follow me.



2 thoughts on “Superman for a day”

  1. Hey man…I think one of my favorite customs was dressing up as one of the ninja turtles haha. Such good times. Easier times.

    Keep writing bro I think it is helping with your journey with all this. I know you’ll continue to make strides forward, and you’ll be making an impact on others as well.

    Praying for your friend. Cancer sucks.

    Giving you a follow on Twitter! Have a good night friend!


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